活了半辈子，从未让父母大人操心为难。虽然涂脂抹粉，只是还没嫁人成家，对于那种不守妇道的女人实在心生怨恨。
{"notes":[{"word":"半世","exp":"半辈子，指人过半生，此处为自称平生经历。"},{"word":"教","exp":"使、让，读jiào，口语用法。"},{"word":"心困","exp":"心中受困扰、为难，引申为操心、烦扰。"},{"word":"搽胭粉","exp":"搽胭脂抹粉，指女子梳妆打扮。"},{"word":"只争","exp":"只差、只欠缺，元曲中常用口语。"},{"word":"裹头巾","exp":"古代男子以头巾束发，这里代指男子身份，意为只差不是男子。"},{"word":"不做人","exp":"不守本分、不成人，指品行不端。"},{"word":"婆娘","exp":"对女子的称呼，有时含轻视或憎恶意，此处指行为不端的妇人。"},{"word":"恨","exp":"怨恨、痛恨，表达强烈不满。"}]